Wednesday, February 20, 2008

emo...siii

mungkin aku agak emo sikit sejak akhir2 ni..entah la,makin aku simpan, makin aku rasa cam bengong...tapi..depan org, aku x tunjuk pon ape yg aku rasadalam hati aku ni..padahal dah macam perang bom us-iraq dah..yg terseksa tuan punya badan jugakk..hmmm aku bukan nak cari gaduh dgn die..tp, itu yg aku rasa..aku dah letih nak berusaha nak selamatkan hubungan kitorg..tapi aku fedupla jugak bila aku sorg yg berusaha tanpa dapat apa2 support dr pihak die..hellooo..aku pon ada perasaan ok..jgn sampai..aku dah berhenti berusaha..time tu, nothing that he can do..seriuss...gile fedup cam cipan....bila org yg aku nak die pay attention kat aku, aku x dpt pon..tppi, org yg aku x penah terpikir pulak yg beriya2 nak pay attention kat aku ...ape cerrr...hmmmmmm gile malas nak pk pasal cinte ni...MAKKKKKK KAWINKAN ORG CEPATTTTT....


Monday, February 18, 2008

Hati yg terluka...

mm...sedih, memang sedih..pilu..memang pilu...knapa?

**** : syg penah mimpi abg x?

**** : abg x penah mimpi syg..sikit pon x...

apakah ini? tetibe hati ni rasa cam kene tusuk ngan pisau...this is 2nd time rasa camni...first time, masa aku dpt tau dia pergi tinggalkan aku buat selama2nya...huhuhhhuhu pedih gile rasa hati...pilu, sedih, hampa...semua pon ada...aku dah berazam..akan lupa pasal sume bende yg mengingatkan aku pasal die...semua...aku cuba..dgr sedaya upaya...sepenuh hati...tp tipu la dapat buang semua kenangan tu dr kepala otak...tu yg **** kene terima...its take a lot of time.. hmmmm..cerita pasal pedih hati..terubat ka hati ni? termakan kah hati ni ngan janji2 and harapan yg diberi? berbaloi kah pengorbanan yg aku korbankan? mmm...yg pasti..dulu aku pernah korbankan hati...tp..bila aku dah korbankan semua..die pergi...hmmmmm sudah intan...lupakan..lupakan..lupakan....



Saturday, February 16, 2008

You and I....

hmmm...am i a workaholic? yes, ya, no, nope, betul, salah....huhuhuh rasanya aku ni memang workaholic sebab x da **** disisi..huhuhuhuh sabtu - ahad spend masa kat opish...waaaaaaaa memang sedih..tp kena tabah hokie...kena sabar..tp sabtu - ahad yg di spend bukan la semata2 buat kerja tp...buat kerja lain... surfing, chatting etc... Smlm bincang besar ngan **** ... am i realllyyy bersedia nak berhenti kerja lepas kawin? Akan korbankan kerja yg KuCinTa** ini? Bertukar dari seorg Developer ke seseorg yg lain? menjadi seorg ISTERI ( hikhikhik ----> gatal) yg mithali and dgr cakap suami? Menjadi seorg pelajar yang berpotensi....dan seterusnya menjadi pendidik yg berdedikasi..menabur bakti kepada pertiwi??? Yang paling penting menjadi IBU kepada baby-baby yg comel n gebu ( hikhikhik) ???? AM I???? Bersediakah aku? hmmmmm setelah berpikir panjang sampai x tdo...termimpi2 akan isu ini...Jawapan yg kucari2 adalah : -

  1. am i realllyyy bersedia nak berhenti kerja lepas kawin? --> YA

  2. Akan korbankan kerja yg KuCinTa** ini? Bertukar dari seorg Developer ke seseorg yg lain? --> YA

  3. menjadi seorg ISTERI ( hikhikhik ----> gatal) yg mithali and dgr cakap suami? --> OF COZ

  4. Menjadi seorg pelajar yang berpotensi....dan seterusnya menjadi pendidik yg berdedikasi..menabur bakti kepada pertiwi??? --> YA

  5. menjadi IBU kepada baby-baby yg comel n gebu ( hikhikhik) ? --> DEF. YESS

but, just gimme me 1 year for it...hhuhuh sebab dah kene bon..lepas tu insyaAllah..semua akan terlaksana..I hope So..Amin..





Friday, February 15, 2008

LOVE ??

it hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never finding the courage to let the person know how you feel.

maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift.
love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance- and you find out you still care for that person.

a sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go.

when one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

the best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

its' true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours.

there are things you love to hear but you would never hear it from the person whom you would like to hear it from, but don't be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with his heart.

never say goodbye when you still want to try - never give up when you still feel you can take it - never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.

love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, need to love those who still love even though they've been hurt before.

it takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

don't go for looks' it can deceive; don't go for wealth - even that fades away. go for someone who makes you smile coz' only a smile makes a dark day seem bright. hope you find that person.
there are moments in life when you really miss someone that you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! hope you dream of that someone.

dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be cuz you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want in life.

may you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy and enough money to buy me gifts :)

always put yourself in other's shoes. if you feel that it hurts you, it probably does hurt the person, too.

a careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.

the beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them with our own image - otherwise, we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them.
the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear.

the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling - live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying..

I need vocation plsssss.....

This is my second blog after my previous blog yg dah x ingat apa password and username dia...huhh bile org lain berblogging...teringin nak start menaip balik after 4 years x berblogging.. xpe, i hope..yg ni kekal skit..so, bila aku dah jauh dari sisi semua kawan2, dorg still boleh nak baca ape2 kisah yg best + x best yg terjadi kat aku..hmmm tetibe rasa i really miss him..soooo much..my best friend slalu cakap..biaq p ngan apa yg org lain cakap pasal ****... betul la apa yg **** slalu cakap..when the wrong one love u right..tp aku x rasa dia org yg salah..salah ke aku membuat pilihan yg maybe org lain kurang setuju? aku rasa dah x ada kurang dah die tu kat mata aku..single, baik, dan yg paling penting die syg kat aku..aku kena yakin ngan setiap pilihan yg aku buat..sebab aku x nak berpatah balik sebab aku dah letih..letih sgt bercinta ni...baik trus kawin..so..**** , SILA PINANG SY NGAN PANTAS OK!!...walaupun sebenarnya still rasa x puas nak kerja..kerja..kerja..plus dapat apa yg aku nak kat dunia ni...aku still kena korbankan salah satu, and for sure..not him...hmmmm aku betul2 nak p bercuti kat mana2 la..tepi pantai...tdo..tdo..n tdo...plsss bos, sila approved cuti saya yg 3 hari tu plssss......

note: There is no reason why i love him, but i know..he love me too....




 
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