Officially

hehehe just to tell something...supaya x de org kecoh2 buat cerite bukan2 pasal kitorg..well..i am with him a.k.a ACU skang...hanya both of us je tau what happend actually this past days, macam mana kitorg boleh decide nak couple, mcm mana start, macam mana dugaan, when, how, why..maknanye..cerita yg korg dgr dari org lain tu x betul..sekadar nak bergosip n mengapi2 kan org je..ish ish...jahat mulut betul korg...insaf2 lah yerrr..hehhe
walaupun maybe keputusan yg aku buat maybe akan membuatkan sapa2 terluka..i'm sorry..aku x de niat nak lukakan sapa2..betul2 xde niat..aku pernah terluka...aku tau perasaan terluka tu macam mana..aku penah frust..aku dah serik...insyaAllah...this step i take this time..is the right step in the right time...Aminn...


InsyaAllah gak 10 months from now..kitorg akan lebih serius..kalo ade jodoh..so, hope keputusan ni x buat sapa2 sakit hati n dengki..just what i hope from them..Please..please doakan kitorg bahagia dunia akhirat..i want to be happy..Alhamdulillah..with him..i am really2 happy..he make me in love with him every single minute..hhuhu thanks awk..

LUCKY

For HIM..Thanks 4 make me the most lucky girl in MY OWN WORLD...

Do you hear me,
I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Kawan

Rasanya this is my second post aku diskas about kawan, friendship..hmm agak kompleks..macam mana nak ikhtiraf seseorg tu as our best friend?sahabat? teman? kawan? lawan? hmmmmm x dinafikan setelah kes clash ngan *****aku jadi seorg yg lain..bukan intan yg dulu..nak2 dr segi character aku..aku malas nak jaga hati org..sebab aku dah penat nak terasa hati..aku penat nak pkhal org...sebab aku x suka org campur hal aku..dendam? aku pon dah jadi seorg yg pendendam,kalo org wat slack sikit ngan aku..wat aku terasa ke..aku susah nak lupa..akuberdendam je..padahal dulu aku bukan camni..even my best friend tikam aku dr belakang n kawin nganboy friend aku, aku still berkawan baik dgn die..aku x berdendam..kenapa akuberdendam sgt skang? even kalo sesiapa buat ayat yg agak2 aku geram pon aku dah malasnak bercakap n tgk muka..knapa dulu aku x camni? hmmm Apa2 aku nak say thanks to all my best friend..group dr skolah (chem, azu),ypm (7d's, gjot),mmu (alin,zarul), accp(kak ima,kak laily) , external, internal..sebab korg support aku..korg x perlekehkan akumacam aku ni x de perasaan. Walaupon korg berterabur serata tempat..thanks sebab ikhtiraf aku sebgai best friend! aku tau and percaya korg bukan kawan yg selalutalam dua muka, even 14 muka..depan baik..belakang kutuk bagai nak rak..heheh sebab tu ade beza kawan baik n kawan je..lawan? hmmm try me...maybe aku bukan jenisyg melawan..tapi this is the new intan..dulu org leh nak perlekehkan aku..but not now..aku dah tau nak lawan balik..hmm
Salahkah aku nak bahagia? hmm aku dah penah rasa kecewa n salah langkah..but, i'll make sure that the step i take this time is the right step.. maybe aku skangdah jd seorg yg terlalu berahsia..bukan apa..aku malas nak org masuk campur hal aku..banding2..die bagus, ko x bagus...die hebat, ko x hebat..sebab aku sedar..setiap orgx sempurna..maybe dulu aku penah frust..tapi ingat..semua org akan penah rasa frust..maybe skang die sempurna..tapi x selamanya..Pada sahabat yg support aku dlm hal ni..thanks..u know what i feel..tapi aku pon x tau what should i feel..